It's been a while since I wrote. I mean, really wrote. When I had a real live paper journal, I used to write all the time but then it soon became tiresome because my head goes so much faster than my hand can write. So I switched to online journaling which was good in the sense that I could keep up with my thoughts but but in the way that I didn't always have access to a computer when I wanted to write down my thoughts. Thought I had it worked out when you could post to LJ through your cell and even Twitter worked for a while. Ahh, what I'm trying to get to is that I miss writing and the way it de-stresses me.

That's all for now.

URC gave me a nice welcome card at my new hire orientation. I thought that was sweet. :)

Found out I passed my QAP with Napa State so I turned in an application because they might be hiring. Was told my the nursing recruiter that although my QAP score was a "respectable score", I probably wouldn't get hired but oh, I should keep trying! Why say anything at all unless she was trying to discourage me from the get-go. Maybe she was secretly telling me that I SHOULDN'T try by going into that big spiel. Am I supposed to be reading in between the lines here? Uggh.

I still feel weird. I can't say its from the lack of sun because its been sunny lately although a bit cold.